She suggested therapy. No, she wants me to seek therapy again. But ... I don't want.
I need the help, I know. But I don't want to open up again. It hurts. It scares me.
I already opened up to someone I'm happy with, someone I can trust.
But he is not a therapist and I'm aware of that. Still, visiting a stranger, build up trust just to lose it again? No. Not again.
I'm sorry.
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