Update

So, friends, close ones and loved ones suggested to write a diary about my thoughts, what happens to me and what I think of.
I have this blog. I remembered this blog. And I'll use this blog.
Why?
Because the internet is anonymous. It's safe. A silent voice is heard.
I'll use this blog for my thoughts again. But have a fair warning:

This blog might contain triggers for:

• Depressions
• Self-Harm
• Suicidal thoughts
• split personalities/alters